There are so many other that appear infinitively more intelligent and emotionally rational than I am. It seems my age and upbringing are by the fact of same great impediments that are against me. Others of my age group swim along in the swift current dog paddling ever faster while flap around trying to escape it ever flustered in the attempt. Daily human existence through the cloudy crystal of my own life’s inviolable patterns has begin evidenced as a a futile exercise where all attempts to find worth in the extraordinary are meaningless to the larger question of why. The first popularly recorded story by civilized society seems to be its last. An individual desire to transcend into a full equal in status on a par with the immensity of the universe the ultimate folly of this age. The tenor of these times demands a mindless blinder ridden march towards change. We are to form up in orderly rows and march beneath a banner that unites us yet the journey proceeds perilously forward taken on a moonless night to towards the sheer drop of nearby cliffs into the whitewater of the falls. The continual beat of resurgent vile animal emotions guiding those theoretically in command at front of the formation to direct their inexhaustible rage at the main body of the procession. So many of the young dive in thinking themselves immortal to this irrefutably mortal danger. I personally can only continue to flap my own arms ever more violently and impotently caw out in an increasingly arcane and strange language that was once the common patois of my own now long faded times. This seems to be the fate of all man on the eve of their own destruction. So then do these few geniuses among us somehow find their way to the bank of this flow and simply sit there quietly to watch the rest of us race by. I wish somehow there was much more!
Nature’s Inevitable Call