He didn’t know how hit had come to this point? How could it be that his own sense of morality had become so ‘off’? This sort of twisted enjoyment that was in itself a secret club for dedicated practitioners to celebrate their own physical annihilation. All for a sexual thrill. An electric libidinal high. The ‘dog’ lay curled up at his feet licking its own hind end looking up occasionally at him as if to query the prevailing dynamics of its master. It seemed happy enough naked on the floor. He could beat it or pet it as long as he fed it. On all fours unashamed her face ‘smooshed‘ in the bowl. Nothing could be more twisted than that considering that something that was once theoretically wild and free lay shackled by its stainless steel collar with a loop around its jaws. That is, whenever he he had the heart to take ‘it’ outside in public. Society could not tolerate anything beyond total ever jealous subservience in those that it encompassed. This spectacle laid out before him was was obviously her final reply.
Who after all was the victim in this arrangement? Certainly not matching one’s first conclusion. The constancy of reality has a way of despoiling illusion. That safe room of the eager imagination better left in the perpetual dark. Humanity ever looked for the exit door for escape. Even if it left when outside the capsule without an air hose in outer space. That after all was one of the primary ‘toys‘. Withdrawal of the most fundamental resources so that it could be proven that there was no need. No need for any of it. No need for the lifelong messages that plagued one leaving them ever at the edge of regret. There was nothing to concern herself now. It was all his problem. He had to be clever and she did not. In that she DID count on his basic level of excitement to constantly reinvent perversity. To him a simple dumb dog would have been much easier. But he knew as well as she did as she licked his toes impatiently that complacency was not allowed to reside in the rule book. Her latent desire was that of the resilient nature of an ocean bound shark forever swimming forward without concern of what existed upon either side or of what lay behind. Such was the insatiable nature of this beast.